Since i grew up, i found that i was really lucky bcoz i have my parents and my siblings. But people that i really love the most in my whole life r my mother and my sister bcoz they gave me a warm heart and taking care me so well. For my brother, i also love him but just less than my sister coz when we were young, we always fight agianst each other. I know that he loves me so much, but he rarely understand about me at all.... I know that m younger than him, I should pay more respectful to him.... But u know what??? I was born as the youngest one in my family, so I always proud of myself so much.... For my mommy, I think she is the only one mother who is the best mother in the world. Child needs to know that when we were in her fetus until the delivery date, we always make her feel sick or feel boring so much even eating.... It is very dangerous when she is caring a fetus in her body. Moreover, she is very very dangerous and feels surfer a lot when she deliver a baby...... My loveliest mother is feeding me very well....... She gives me a really warm heart that different from the other mother that i saw around me since I was born until now...... She gives me with soft advices and give me reasons why she said like that....... There r many things that my loveliest mother did to me until now...... If I want to write a story about her.... Maybe I need more than 1000000 pages to complete my writing..... For my sister, I really love her so much coz she is the one who is taking care me very well, too. We we were young, we always fight against each other, too. But she always understand about me so much..... She gave me a warm heart like my mother, which is also differred from the other sisters..... I dont know how much I love her until the date of her leaving to live in USA.... I hug her and cried among the crowded people at airpot..... Since we grew up, we never break from each other...... So I think that it was a really bad time in my life when I broke from my lovely sister...... When i came back home, I reviewed all of our memories that we had met together.......

Oh, when my sister lived with me, I never worry about anything. M only sleep and go to study...... Everything was depended on my sister at all...... M like a useless person when I have my sister....... But when she left me alone, I started to learn how to become an adult coz I've to continue to do those things from my sister......

I just only know that my heart is divided into two big parts and a small part. One big part is for my mommy and another big part for my sister.... One small part for my father and my brother.....

When somebody read this story, they will judge me in other ways like I was inclined toward one sides or another..... But if they grew up with me..... they will know about me.....

My mother told me that having a life is having both happiness and sadness together..... That is always stay near my ears all the time...... That is why i never care much about somebody said to me....... But sometimes I felt angry with those people so much and want to fight them so much..... But I cant do it at all when i think about my mother and my sister whom I really love the most....... And those people r older than me a lot....

Finally, I want to say that no ones love us as much as the people who  had gave us a really warm heart and taking care us at all..... And if u want them loving u, u have to show how much u love them back..... But someimes those kinds of peole never know how much u love them and how hard u can do for them at all..... maybe until they stay in the coffin......